Hundred Pages: February 2014

Prasangka

Assalamualaikum wbt

P/S: Nice words are worth enough to be shared. Ya abaikan bahasa alien aku. :3

Teehee. Based on my conversation with kak yati. Yup imma thinking, why ‘ikhlas’, arent something visible to the naked eyes? Allah x jdikan ia visible. And knapa Allah tak jdikan suma manusia ni bleh baca fikiran masing2?

I do have one person which I don’t have any suitable word to describe this person other than by being grateful to Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah! So what and why dis person?

Sepanjang I know this person, dia jarang point my wrongdoing kecuali kalau benar salah barulah dia bagi teguran, tu pun bernada gurau, but MasyaAllah, direct to the heart kesan dia. And beside that, dia always congratulate/showing appreciation in smallest things that I accomplished; such like dpt siap kemas meja, dpt jemur kain etc (ahaks I know, small matters, lol). And remind me to say Alhamdulillah in each things I do don’t care lah besar ka kecik apa yg kita buat tu.

La haw la wala qu wata illah billah. *There is none of this exist except because of Allah*. Say Alhamdulillah for nikmat Allah. J

Its like wow! This person just too good to be true! And smakin me know dis person semakin me tau dis person just another normal human being, just like me. Just like every person I’ve known before. But what do have in this person that when imma with dis person, I feel content? MasyaAllah, subhanallah. There must be something…

One thing I know about this person is dia berusaha solat di awal waktu. Jarang sekali untuk dia melengah-lengahkan seruan Allah ini.

And then tersebutlah kisah dimana si kawan ni buat something salah, so at that point aku condemn dia habis-habisan sebab satu kesalahan ni sahaja. And then dia bilang “Okay.”. And through the day, dia hanya mendiamkan diri.

“Only speak when your words are more beautiful than the silence”.

Dalam diam dia tu… Merupakan waktu yg berharga sekali untuk aku bermuhasabah diri. Kesalahan yang dia buat tu, aku pun pernah buat juga. Dan kenapa aku condemn dia habis-habisan seolah-olah selama ni dia hanya melakukan keburukan terhadap aku? Sedangkan, kebaikan yang dia lakukan.. Lebih banyak bermanfaat dari keburukan. So aku sedih, sebab aku buat dia sedih sebab sedih tu berkait dengan aku dan rutin harian aku. Jadi aku sedih (semoga cerna difikiran anda ayat ini).

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman jauhilah banyak dari prasangka kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari prasangka itu adalah dosa, dan jangan lah kamu mencari-cari kesalahan orang lain…” (Al-Hujurat:12)

Betapa ‘prasangka yang dosa’ itu telah membuatkan aku buta dalam melihat kebaikan orang lain. Sehinggakan dengan mencari-cari kesalahan dalam diri orang lain mmbuatkan aku terlalu taksub mahu mengubah orang (yakin benar ye aku dia salah, astaghfirullah) sedangkan org pertama yang wajib aku ubah adalah diri aku sendiri. Mcamana u nak suruh orang sabar sedangkan u sendiri tak pandai bersabar right? Pfft.

So then aku pun roger2 lah minta maaf dgn dia. Alhamdulillah apology accepted, and ukhuwah itu terasa lebih manis dari yg sebelumnya. Subhanallah. This person ahh.. I tell you. So good to be true la, bcoz I was like ‘manusia ka juga begini ni?’ With all those kesabaran thingy and penyerahan diri semata-mata kepada Allah SWT (remain silent rather than do or saying useless things that may worst the situation). Maybe because hamba Allah yg satu ni menjaga hubungan nya dengan Allah, jesteru Allah menjaga hubungan dia sesama manusia right? Heeh Wallahualam. Allahu, subhanallah wallhamdulillah. Apapun semoga hamba Allah yg sorang ni mendapat kebaikan dimana sahaja dia berada. Allahumma amiin. ^^

If anything appears too good to be true. Stop wishing for it, but praises to Allah and pray to Allah for it to be real.
"Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?" (Ar-rahman: 13)

P/s: Sorry because I write in broken english~ Tell then, may Allah blessed you. Amiin ^^.

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islam

Empat jam menjadi 'pendidik' terhadap generasi ummatnya Muhammad.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang dari Allah utk menimba ilmu di jalanNya dan beramal sedikit apa disuruhNya, walau sedikit yakinlah akan ganjaranNya. :) . Masih punya famili, masi punya kecukupan makanan utk berjihad dan bergerak dibumi ini Alhamdulillah bersyukur tidak terhingga atas segala nikmat2 kecik yg selalu 'terlepas' dari pandangan mata ku ini. :)

Alhamdulillah dikesempatan yg sdikit ni aku ingin berkongsi sedikit pengalaman hari ini. ^^ Alhamdulillah.. diberi peluang menjadi fasi utk adik2 kem solat bestari di sebuah sekolah tempatan (bunyi macam tinggal di oversea sngt lah kan, haha). Bersyukur ke hadrat illahi, kerana Allah telah memberi saya peluang bagaimana menjadi seorg 'guru', 'ibu', 'perempuan', 'muslimah', 'ustazah', 'kakak' sekaligus! Walau hanya utk beberapa jam sahaja. Beberapa jam sahaja utk berkhidmat demi ummat Muhammad.. Semoga Allah menerima perkhidmatan ku ini menjadi saham di akhirat kelak. Amiin. Subhanallah dan Alhamdulillah.

Subhanallah betapa gembiranya adik-adik ini dipanggil dengan nama2 penuh mereka dgn lembut, dan betapa aktifnya mereka bertanya pelbagai soalan dalam satu masa sekali gus! Sedikit sebanyak menguji kesabaran 'jiwa jantan' yg terdapat dalam diri ini, tapi apa yg melembutkannya semula? Aku mengingati bahawa Rasulullah kita sendiri tidak pernah berkasar dengan anak-anak kecil, apatah lagi mengherdik atau menengking mereka, jiwa2 muda lagi haluss sebeginilah yg harus kita bentukkan, demi masa depan ummat kita sendiri, bukan ummat lain, ummat kita sendiri!

Sedar ndak sedar, untuk mendidik ummat nabi Muhammad itu bukannya senang, beryukur lah kita yg ada sekarang ni, jika dulu kita suda hafal Al-Fathihah, tahayut awal, boleh mengenal huruf2 arab seawal enam hingga tujuh tahun, inikan ada yg sudak darjah 5, utk mengenal satu huruf arab pun susah *sampai monyok bha muka sbb aku paksa hafal tahiyat awal dan akhir*, apatah lagi aliff ba ta dan membaca complete ayat of AQ? Allahu..

Maka menjadi kewajipan kitalah mendidik anak2 yang masih kecil mengikut ajaran sepeninggalannya Rasulullah SAW~

Inikan aku yg baru merasa beberapa jam menghadapi ragam budak2 kecil di sekolah, apatah lagi mereka yg bergelar guru sekolah rendah yg half day tiap hari, lima hingga enam hari seminggu berada disekolah melayan anak2 generasi ummat Muhammad SAW ini. Subhanallah dengan berkat kesabaran ini lah kita harap akan melahirkan individu yg berjaya nanti di masa hadapan, fil dunya wal akhirat. Tidak wajar lah kiranya kita berkelakuan menyakiti mereka yg bergelar guru ini hanya kerana sesuatu yg kita tidak mampu berikan kepada anak-anak kita dirumah kita sendiri. Allahu..

Sekian. Banyak lagi pengajaran sebenarnya. Tp ni je yg mampu tulis. Penat den. Alhamdulillah, Allah masih memberi kita kepenatan tanda bahawa kita telah bekerja hari ini. Dan semoga pekerjaan itu mendapat redhaNya Allah. :)

P/S : Mungkin saja hari ini kita mengeluh ttg kesusahan yg kita hadapi, sedangkan kita tak tahu, sorang hamba suda dibawa 'pergi'. Pintu taubat masih terbuka, marilah sama2 kita kenal Allah, kenal agama kita sndiri, perbaiki amalan, mana tahu besok tiada mentari utk kita lagi. Allahu. :)

Forbid yourself from complaining on small calamities, or Allah will give you bigger calamities even yourself dont have the guts to complain about. Stop complaining! but say Alhamdulillah instead. :) With that Allah shall content our hearts. Ittaqullah!

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Immersion of a sincerity.

Assalamualaikum wbt~

Copy-cat this kind of cute letter, *letter ka? me dont know* haha. Btw, enjoy and immersed perhaps?

Dear girls,

We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guys walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for 10 minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 am we do get a little concerned.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.

You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the 1st place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful in her PJ's. Or just T-shirt, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Adam Levine or Bradley Cooper is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Girls, I can't stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry ass, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'I love you'...and actually mean it.

Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way to stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it, so take your time because they're all different in every way, so take chances in life. If it doesn't work out then fine, there are always more roses to smell.

Sincerely,

Nice Guys.

Source of copying *with legal approvement from the owner of the blog okays* [HERE]
and some renovation in the bait dan madah mengikut suka suki beta. hehe.

p/s : So girls, just be simple there. And learn the art of sarcasm. It really DO have beauty in it. Ahaks. Tapi berpada-pada. Jangan lebih2 sarcasm smpai meletus perang segala~ Imma not saying as a girl, but as a girl with experience indeed. :) cheers and toddles ladies. ^^

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movie reviews

of Robocop and I, Frankenstein

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Cadang mau kunun buat review pasal I, Frankenstein and Robocop. Review/ prbandingan/ prsamaan or whatsoever lah kan yg ai bleh pikiaq. Bahahaa. So this post existed due to the tiny arguments/ testimonial that I saw on Twitter. How much my friend *his name can't be mention nnt dia bertambah dilemma, trolol* dilemma gila² sbb several people give him differs comments about I, Frankenstein.

The dilema-thingy ai rasa hanya akan wujud if you are the kind of people who want excitement in panggung (means to elakkan the doomy and bosan lah kan). Yup yerlah, takkan mo bazir duit melihat cerita yang kau 'rasa' xsiok right? Again, with this simple questions 'what to watch on cinema?', humankind again faced with life-and-dead matter decisions making problems~ So yeah, here me datang to the rescue *lah sangat kann*.

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I, Frankenstein sesuai sangatlah bagi yg minat crita dongeng eropah such as Dracula, Jekyll bagai (aku antara peminat crita² dongeng eropah bgini) .. then this is a good story tho. Sepanjang hayat aku *21 tahun wink wink*, selalunya puak Gargoyles adalah puak yang agak pasif dalam peperangan 'ghaib' d dunia kunun and jarang sekali puak Gargoyles dipertengahkan utk menjadi standalone 'puak'. So yeah, I can see now macam mana puak ni sudah digodam d dalam crita² barat.

And Frankenstein ni kunun adalah zombie, yg tiada roh. Hurm. Aku agak pening lah juga memahami story board dalam crita ni. Bagaimana zombie yg berjalan dlam badan dia tiada roh dan bila dia dirasuk kunun oleh demonic soul dia ndak jadi jahat *aku masih tertanya² sebenarnya*. Mungkin kalau jiwa kau baik, roh kau otomatik jadi baik kot kan? Haha. Biarlah tu, crita buatan org tak payah nak dipersoalkan banyak², memang ndak akan sempurna banyak pun.

Moral values from the story;

1. You are the only one who can change yourself, not others, not the demon itself nor the God. It must be YOU, from deep within. God only provide you the pathways. So choose wisely tho~

2. Sila jangan amalkan perasaan buruk sangka, its not good. Sbb 99.9% keburuk sangkaan anda tu tidak pernah terjadi pun. So hentikan, big NO NO to berburuk sangka.

3. I feel wanna buy kapak as my weapons *ehh sorry is dis acceptable? lol*.

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RoboCop crita dia more to modern world, sangat vice versa lah dgn I, Frankenstein, kalau dongeng eropah guna kapak bagai as senjata, of cos lah yg RoboCop ni guna senapang segala right? Honestly imma not a fans of earlier Robocop movies as me pun ingat² lupa suda bagaimana crita dia, so i just wanna watch this for fun, *bazir duit? not really.. more to recall back zaman kanak² gitu*.

Aside from jalan crita dia about revenge (how Murphy solve his own murder), culture shock with his new badan-robotik-thingy, crita golongan yg just buat semua ni utk kepentingan dan keuntungan diri masing², doktor yang ber-ke-perimanusiaan (being accused publicly as pengkhianat bangsa at the end of the movies for making the right decision), there is also so much moral values in this story.

So based on my point of view yg xseberapa *imma spending my time thinking what supposedly the story 'tells' the viewers rather than watching the screen itself*, but the fighting screen kind of daebak la juga kan. *piuhh piuhh* bunyi berbalas tembakan konon.

1. Don't ignore your family. NEVER!

2. Don't use someone for your kepentingan and keuntungan, its sinful yu know.

3. Jgn juga kunun kejam sangat memisahkan suami yang ada isteri dan anak. --'

4. Don't curse people with badwords. Especially when the other person have a gun stuck in ur head.

Sebenarnya banyak lagi nilai² yg tersembunyi dan tak bleh diungkap dgn kata-kata bgitu as every words gonna be hisab on the hereafter. So some part are meant to be unspoken. So, whatever movie yg you tgk it must have values in it and depending highly on how/what you search/want from the story itself.

P/S : Manusia itu ciptaan Allah sebaik-baik ciptaan, dan manusia itu sifatnya lemah. Can't stand alone fitrahnya. And yeah highlighted few words because itu jak kali isi penting kot *special make for those screener readers, lols*

Toddles then. May Allah Blessed everybodeh.

~Khamis 2014, 6 Feb. ~ ❤❤❤

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